So lately I have been going through a lot of stress. Now understand this, I've been going through this for a while. But I don't ever complain to people about my stress. I honestly thank God that He has given me a big perspective type of personality. I'm not saying it works perfectly, by any means, but just that it exists. Every time I want to complain, I think of how much worse things could be and are for other people around this world. For instance, all the things I am stressed out about doesn't compare to what people are suffering over in Japan right now or even in Africa. So I am in no way ignorant of their sufferings or impartial to them. Let's all please pray for them.
With all that said, I believe that I can still legitimately say that I have issues I'm dealing with. I have this overwhelming, annoying and downright irritating knowledge that I have unfinished business with my first school, Liberty University. After never attending college, I set out to achieve my degree in the Bible from LU. But I quit only a year in. And not for many good reasons to tell the truth. I love what God has shown me since then and how He has used me to serve Him. But after a couple of years removed, I sense that I need to finish what I began. There are a lot of other variables in place so I don't know what that means yet. But through prayer and the Holy Spirit's leading, I am sure I will know eventually.
Until then I shall serve the Lord where I'm at and not give in to the feelings of failure and loneliness.
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